Friday! And not much to report...I bounced back from that bad dream and settled happily into my decision to stick around here for the weekend. There is plenty of fun art and music stuff happening, the sun will be out, and I'll be surrounded by my lovely friends.
I've been having some deep insights lately, with some ups and downs and bumps and such. Mostly, I've just been spending time alone, watching movies, NOT calling people I shouldn't. It's been great, surprisingly!
On the man front, slight distractions from guys that seem to instinctively know that I'm unavailable and so make an extra effort to remind me that they exist. Still no word from SR, and I've somewhat accepted that I probably won't hear from him for some time. Which is actually fine with me, as getting back into a dialogue with him at this point wouldn't be the best thing for me. The young tattoo artist that I know is trouble continues to occasionally send me adorably sweet texts, and to be honest, that slight little affection, albeit binary, is a welcomed momentary indulgence that I think is just innocent and fun. Had coffee with TC, who is coincidentally also on a break from his partner. We had a good chuckle in the sunshine as he told me about his "sex fast" a few years back - he was impressed that he made it to 40 days.
Most people that hear about my mancation first look shocked, but all seem to think it's a good idea. I guess my reputation of being a man-eater is pretty steadfast. Looks like a long road ahead of me....
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